my life, my rules

I've heard that its possible to grow up - I just haven't met anyone who's done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don't go our way. We whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark. We look for comfort where we can find it. And we hope...against all logic.....all experience. Like children, we never give up hope.
--Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Meredith Grey

i'm afraid of being an adult..

i wanna be a seventeen years old forever, no responsibilities, lots and lots of fun..

i don't wanna be an adult..