my life, my rules

real things needs little work,that's what stephanie said.but,is it a real thing when i start questioning my self.am i doing the right thing?hestitation..killin me now

like i said on my previous post..
i hate relationship (or should we called it 'relationshit'?)
because when we starts to enjoy it, when it starts to feel so damn good..
suddenly, the complicated things came and make it feels damn hurt..

why can we just have a simple relationship with all the good things, with things we love to talk and do..with things we used to dreamt about..things makes us happy?

sempat terpikir untuk berhenti dan kembali ke zona aman gw..
my deadly boring comfort zone..

but i decided not to quit, because i don't want to be a qiutter..
and some thoughts came up..
maybe it's feels hurt because it's real
and as we know reality does suck..

it's sucks but it'r real..
so i guess,i can handle little more pain..

belakangan ini entah mengapa gw seneng banget liat langit..
langit pagi hari, langit di teriknya siang hari dan langit senja yang begitu mempesona..semuanya saya suka
but my favorite is blue sky..


i don't know why, but i enjoy it so much..
rasanya gimana gitu..
sayang tak punya digicam untuk mengabadikan..
but i found this beautiful photo from
Chinuk

no wonder she titled it "what a wonderful world"
coz world looks so wonderful with it's blue sky in this photo..