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1:29 AM

time to mourn

Posted by Tantri Aprilila |


setengah 2 pagi..
ditemani booker t jones dengan i came to love you
malam ini saya tak bisa tidur lagi,entah karena teh hijau yang saya minum sebelum tidur (geez,how smart!) atau karena roomie saya yang kelihatan begitu gelisah..

does anyone know how to fix a broken heart?
if you do, oh..please do contact me..
no need to hesitate..
i really need one now..

my roomate is actually brokenheart now..
it sucks we all knew that..

she looked sooo...sad.
it's been 3weeks now since i received her phone call in the middle of the night, telling she just broke up with her BF..

a question pop up in my mind
how long it takes for you to move on?
2 days?
a week?
a month?
a year?

i moved on after one semester when my previous relationshi* ended (see..i called it relationshop coz we never actually be a couple guys)
it was a fucking tiring semester
it sooo hard for me to move on..because he is my classmate
i met him everyday, heard his name, breathing the same air as he did..after broke up with someone what i need just some space to heal, and i just can't have one.
i kept on hating him.because i think hating him, seeing him as a bad person would make me move on..but somehow i just so tired..hating him is like taking a poison and hoping he will eventually died..that's tupid.

so, tell me. how long we should move on after our relationship ended?
and what it takes to moved on?


tell me..
i'm dying to know..

4 comments:

Erin a.k.a Rei said...

humm...pertanyaan yang entah siapa yang bisa jawab...mungkin hanya kita sendiri dengan mengajukan pertanyaan lain ke diri sendiri..."sampe kapan kita mau terpuruk...?" atas kegagalan apa pun...

Meri said...

Hallo tan..iseng mampir k blog lo hehe...Btw soal move on ntu..Klo mnurut gw..smua soal wkt aj seh..mw lama atw cpt..pasti bkl sembuh..everything needs process hoho..Gw jg hancur bgt wkt sm mantan gw...Dan kyknya klo lo sring2 menghbskan wkt sm tmen n kluarga bkl bnyk membantu dh..

Ms Siksta Alia said...

2 DAYS,,
ahahah,,

Nita Sudharto said...

Mine is 4 days. Hahaha ;p

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