Friday, May 22, 2009

indonesia indaaah..

i found this website, and i simply addicted to it..

just look at this picture..



and this one..



aku ingin ke belituuuunggg!!!!

jangan lupa mampir kee...lihat keindahaan kitaa
pulau belitung

Thursday, April 23, 2009

when things happen

Things happen in our lives, things we’ve never ever think will actually happen in our live. Things we’ve seen on screen. Things we thought can’t be happen in real life.

Things happen.

Things shocked us, makes us went speechless. Things happen. Things, that when it happen we refuse to believe that it does happen. Things like that. Things forced us to see, the true color of life, the other side of the world.

When things happen, It’s always mom, a place where we end up to..

A place for us to feel safe, remembering the old same comforting feeling like we used to had for nine months. A place where you can always be a child, who’s amazed by things we found in a our playground, things we found in real life.
Things happen, bad things. Shit happens. Mom will clean the dirt.mom will fixed it, at least, mom will make you feel much better ‘bout that things.

we may say, how mom don't understand about the world nowdays..about all the things goin on in the world today, she may not understand, but still she is the one who made us ready to face the real world. the real world that she might never knew..

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

secret

if i am a burden for you..
then let me go.
it will feels much better for me too..

i'll tell you a secret..
this relationship isn't easy for me too..
one thing i'll never tell you
and never complain in front of you
but if you see me as a burden
then let me go..

coz that's mean you're not worth to fight for..
and you just simply can't see what i've been through
just to be with you.
so yes, please
let me go.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

half empy half full


a lecturer (which is my new idol too) said that,
"dalam menceritakan masalahnya, orang cenderung menambahkan bumbu-bumbu yang sebenarny tidak ada kaitan dengan inti dari masalah itu sendri, untuk mendapatkan simpati dari orang yang mendengarnya.."

sigh..!
that's soo true..
ketika gw mw bercerita klo softlens gw yang sebelah kanan ilang, gw mulai bercerita pdari pagi2 ketika gw bangun telat dan harus buru2 beres2 barang buat nginep di sanur pos..haha, padahal ga ada hubungannya) ditambah lagi dengan kelas TJP yang pindah ruangan 3x (makin ga ad hubungannya)

ternyata kita memang suka dikasihani..
the idea of being a victim..
membuat kita mendapat excuse untuk bersedih, untuk berhenti sejenak dan meratapi "kemalangan" yang terjadi..dan mungkin mendapat pembenaran dari kesalahan yang kita lakukan..

after all, sebenarnya yang membuat sesuatu menjadi terasa begitu sedih dan begitu berat ya diri kita sendiri
it's just a matter how you see something..
it's a half empty or half full..
it's our choice how to see it..

nb: jadi klo valentine sendiri..ya nonton winnie the pooh aja..
pooh always make you happy.. :)

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I've heard that its possible to grow up - I just haven't met anyone who's done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don't go our way. We whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark. We look for comfort where we can find it. And we hope...against all logic.....all experience. Like children, we never give up hope.
--Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Meredith Grey

i'm afraid of being an adult..

i wanna be a seventeen years old forever, no responsibilities, lots and lots of fun..

i don't wanna be an adult..

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

one sweet surprise


hari ini saya pergi ke Miriam Budiardjo Resource Centre di FISIP demi mengerjakan tugas pajak dari bu Rukiah tersayang..

selesai MENYALIN buku2 pajak, saya tidak jadi pulang karena ada janji dengan KESHIA seorang sahabat sejak dahulu kala..

setelh bergosip2 ria, saat akan pulang tiba2 saya merasakan tetesan air di kaki imut saya..karena KESHIA saat itu sedang membawa botol minum, saya langsung menudingnya

"shia, kayaknya botol air lo tumpah ke gw.."

ternyata..tidak bocor sodara2..
dan beberapa saat kemudian KESHIA menemukan sumber tetesan air itu..
ternyata dari TAS SAYA!!!

ohmaigod, 2hp, charger laptop, buku pajak yang saya beli sampe harus makan indomie berkali-kali, tempat pensil, dompet, kunci..BASAH SEMUA!!

gilaaaa!!!

saya bergegas pulang ke kos untuk menyelamatkan barang-barang saya
matahari siang itu PANASnya bukan main, dgn tas menggenang, rambut lepek, dan kulit item keringetan, saya setengah berlari menuju kos..

setelah menitipkan tas di depan satpam untuk di jemur, saya pun kembali ke kamar..

SURPRISE!!



ad sebuah pohon natal mungil nan cantik bertengger dimeja belajar saya..
ada 2 buah surat di pohon itu (yang entah mengapa isinya agak sama..hahaha)
ternyata kado itu dari JULI dan SIKSTA..
niatnya buat kado ultah saya (yang bulan APRIL itu lhoo..)

di suratnya SIKSTA dan JULI bilang klo pohon natal itu bentuk kasih sayang SIKSTA dan JULI sekaligus buat merayakan natal pertama gw..

gw terharu bgt..
terharu dan bahagis bisa punya temen-temen yang begitu care sama gw..care akan kecemasan gw yang ga beralasan tentang baptisan dan natal pertama gw..
bukan cm siksta dan juli..
NIE, BEBEK,RIANTY dan IVINA yang berniat dateng ke baptisan gw..walopun jauhnya naujubilah..(tapi ada iga babinya lhoo booo..)

ZUL, ARSHA, yang selalu bikin gw ketawa..
NIA, KESHIA, DINA, SARI,BEBE yang ud berniat dateng buat nemenin di salah satu hari paling memorable buat gw..

rasanya kecemasan gw akan natal yang sepi dan sendu sangat ga beralasan

coz i have a bunch of friends, who loves me and will brought such happiness for me..

dan tentu saja kambing yang ud berdiplomasi dengan sang mama demi bisa natalan di monika dan pulang tgl 22 untuk menemani saya dibaptis..

saya sayaaaaaannnggg kalian semuuaaaaa!!!

xoxo
KEPO GIRL
(huahahahaha,,,gubrak!merusak suasana!)

Monday, November 17, 2008

tears me up

he went out with a girl
to watched james bond new film..


i don't like it.
at all.

with anykind of reason, i just hate it.

for you
please don't ever do it again.